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Drinking Gasoline
03:38
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As it burns my brain, and my lungs.
This is the first time it's happened in 3 months.
"This is my last cigarette, I promise." I say, as you stare at me with those unforgiving eyes.
And I move far, far away, because I know we're just gonna fight.
I'm not sure if I'll find someone else. Maybe I'm just meant to die alone.
As it burns, I hurt. Oh, you know it's true.
As I learn what hurts, I learn I'm just drinking gasoline with you.
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Don't touch my booze,
don't touch my alcohol.
I'll tear you apart if you touch it.
Oh, woe is me.
My housing's free.
And I don't have a care in the world.
Oh, woe is me.
No one sees that I'm fucked up more than they are.
Don't touch my booze,
don't take my alcohol.
I'll break your fingers for just one more drop.
Oh, woe is me.
No one sees that at anytime I could always stop.
And I would always, always protect you.
Need any help, just give me a call.
Don't touch my booze,
don't touch my beer.
I promise I don't need it at all.
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3. |
Here I Am, There You Go
02:21
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I hope you know that you're going to die tonight.
So, lie your body down, down, down.
Down on the ground.
Let the blood rush from your face.
What a peaceful way to leave this place.
So, tell me a story with your final breath.
You've only got a few more minutes left.
So, you better make it good, my friend.
You better make it last.
Tell me the details with your hands.
I'll look into your eyes for the rest.
And I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for letting you down.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I wasn't around,
but I'm here now.
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4. |
Meteor
03:00
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I’m falling harder than a meteor
And the only thing that can deter
Me is myself
But all this paranoia and anxiety
The amount of it quite frightens me
Can’t be good for my health
So maybe I don’t really need to feel
All it leads to is being ill
If only I could control it with the flick of a switch
But these thoughts won’t go away
Their seeds taken root in my brain
Digging deeper, inch by inch
And maybe that meteor
Has a hollow core filled with positivity
Waiting to break out
But maybe that meteor
Has a hollow core filled with misery
Anger, sadness and doubt
Time will tell in the end
Which way fate will bend
I can only hope for happiness
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5. |
End Song
02:27
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I am so afraid of being judged by my peers
For these thoughts between my ears
And this clothing that I wear
every single one of you is my biggest fear
And Sometimes I feel like my thoughts will never stop
They’ll just keep going on and on
And i’ll have no reprieve
There’s the constant anxiety, paranoia and the depression that never leaves
I’m not sure how I continue to breathe
But maybe if I keep singing this song the thoughts will leave before too long and I will find some inner peace and maybe happiness
And maybe if I keep it up I will finally be enough
For myself and everyone else
And I will no longer feel judged
So thank you all for coming to the show
This song is almost over, just a few more notes
I feel much better now that i’m exposed
Everything went better than I had supposed
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